TITLE: Mutual 2: Son of Mutual AUTHOR: Jess EMAIL ADDRESS: snarkypup@mindspring.com DISCLAIMER: You're kidding, right? DISTRIBUTION STATEMENT: Anywhere, just let me know. SPOILER WARNING: None really. RATING: NC-17 CONTENT WARNING: Oh come on, it's NC-17, what the heck do you THINK? CLASSIFICATION: MSR, delicious creamy smut pudding SUMMARY: Back by popular demand, Mulder and Scully continue to prove to each other that the feeling is... you got it, Mutual. Email me, I'm on a hunger strike till I get feedback. ++++++ It's been two days. Two of the longest damn days of my life. And I've had some long days, I mean, think about it. Ever since Mulder revealed his, well, secret to me (after my inadvertent revelation of the same damn thing), I have been completely unable to think of anything else. Case, what case? I've seen my partner's glorious manhood, heard my name whispered on his magnificent full lips, and I am now living in a constant state of sexual haze. I mean, I haven't had any in nearly eight years. I can't be expected to process this. And that's why we have done nothing, nada, zero about it. That, and we're Fox Mulder and Dana Scully, Special Agents with the FBI, capable of remarkable feats of daring-do but not doing-it. How could two grown people go as long as we obviously have and still be sleeping chaste as children in separate hotel rooms? Rob and Laura indeed. Remember the twin beds? "'Night Rob" "'Night Laura." "'Night Libido." It's almost unbearable. My body buzzes with a continuous ache, deep in my belly, and I want to prick it, pardon the pun, with a pin and make it dissipate out through my toes. And Mulder? God knows how he's holding up, what with his porn-driven world of fantasy to draw from. So here we are, on a plane somewhere over? Wyoming, I think. We are both pretending to read through the case files, heads down in unison like two teenagers on a first date. But we aren't thinking about the next example of alien fetus mutation. I know this partially because it's all I can do to keep from using this vantage point to eye Mulder's crotch and urge it, like the fliers of a Japanese man-lifting kite, to Rise! Rise! and because he hasn't turned the page in at least half an hour. Someone should put us out of our collective misery. Why that person has to be someone other than us, I'll never know, but thank heaven for Stewardesses. "Would either of you folks like a blanket?" asks the lovely Marge. And a plan forms in my mind. The nice thing about being me, I have to add at this point, is that I hide my inner workings well. I smile my sleepiest, most innocent Scully smile and say (with that slight lisp that I know drives Mulder mad) "I'd love something to snuggle under." He actually chokes, on what I have no idea. His desire maybe? Knowledge of Mulder's lust for me has made me bold. This is the Scully that Ed saw. The Scully that exists somewhere beyond Flukemen and Consortiums and Autopsies. In the mythic world of this Scully, women are called by their first names. I am known as "Dana", mistress of spooks. That long, slick, metallic sound you hear is my sword being drawn. I have obviously spent too much time with Langley. Madge or Marge or whatever hands me a cheap blue blankie with United Airlines embroidered on the corner, wrapped in plastic so I'll know that no one has contaminated it with their grubby little fingers. Airlines are so weird. I thank her and sit it neatly in my seat as I stand up. Mulder looks at me curiously, a bit wistfully, and I ache for him. Time to slay this dragon, definitely. "I have to?" I gesture toward the bathrooms. He nods and stands in the aisle to let me out. It must be hard to be that tall and fly on a Bureau salary. In Scully's world, where we are paid in direct compensation to the level of security we are routinely asked to breach, Mulder flies first class. "Thanks," I say, and eye his lean form for just a moment longer than I used to. He notices and turns bright pink. I used to think I was slavish, but now I'm not so sure who cracks the proverbial whip. I hate airplane bathrooms. Ok, I just hate planes. It doesn't matter which portion of the plane I'm currently wishing I wasn't on. The bathroom is no worse than anywhere else. I considered, just for a moment, giving myself a new reason to enjoy flying? namely, inviting Mulder to join the Mile High club. But really, how sexy can it be in a place where the toilet flushes green water? Too close to a certain other green substance, if you know what I mean. For now, mission accomplished, I head back to my seat. I am hoping Mulder's trademark powers of observation will be off today and he won't notice that I've just removed my pantyhose and stuffed them in the flap marked "sundries". I know he won't know that I've got my underwear in my pocket, unless he's still telepathic. Settling back in next to him, I cover my lap with the blue United blanket and lean back. "Tired, Scully?" he asks, casually, as if he doesn't care what I do, really. "Oh no," I say, in that same sleepy-Scully voice. "I just need to warm up." He's staring at me, unsure what's going on. Oh Mulder, you are so about to find out. He is resting one hand on the case file, the other is supporting his head as he leans on the tray table. I decide to take advantage of the hand he isn't using. And when I say 'take advantage', that's definitely the right wording. I reach over and take his hand by the wrist. Now he's really staring. "Scully?" he says. I just smile. The Enigmatic Dr. Scully would like to do a little play-doctoring with you, Agent Mulder. You see, I have this itch? Sliding his hand under the blanket, I rest it, gently, on my inner thigh. My absolutely buck bare starkers inner thigh. For a moment we both freeze and then I remove my own hand and close my eyes. "'Night Mulder," is all I can think to say. But I do give him the smile. For a long ticking minute, I'm absolutely sure he won't move his hand. It would be, I'm sorry to say, typical of Mulder to blow this one. And I mean the bad kind of blow. To decide I'm drugged or stupid or that the Syndicate is now bugging blankies. But he seems to have come under his own control again, because I feel the tips of his fingers, moving like the gentle tickle of fish nibbling my toes. He circles the soft middle reaches, where he has been placed, with all the patience of a man who is willing to sit on twenty-eight hour stake-outs to see if someone's eating human livers. I can't really describe what it feels like to have Mulder's hand on me. Suffice to say I am instantly panting, like Pavlov's pup. If I thought drooling was sexy, I would be, damn the airline personnel. Mulder flattens his hand against my skin, and his skin is warm and a tad rough. He seems to be savoring the slow nature of our mutual seduction, as am I. After all, we are Mulder and Scully, and as I've said before, snails in the game of love. You would think, after all these years, we'd be in for a storm of passion that tosses us both up on satiated shores like shipwreck victims. But I know us, and we are well protected behind our shells, creeping toward our inevitable destiny. At least it's inevitable now. If I'd been asked a week ago, I would have said he'd sooner stroke Skinner's secretary's thigh than mine. I once had the strangest dream, where I came to Mulder's apartment to discuss something with him and caught him making out with Kersh's assistant, of all people. But never mind, back to where I sit now, with Mulder's hand fluttering, butterfly-like, up toward the damp and humid puddle that I've become since this began. To encourage him, I shiver slightly and then moan as quietly as I can, just a little gasp above the sound of the engine's hum. He pauses and I open my eyes. Mulder is still staring at me, but now his face is a strange mixture of lust and fear and something else, something softer. I am not yet ready to identify it as love, but it sure looks that way. I smile, bleary with pleasure and close my eyes again before I can see his own answering me. I couldn't bear that look of devotion, not until this is over and I'm sure he wants me. His hand snakes higher and I hear his sharp intake of breath when he reaches the curls I have left unprotected for him. I can practically hear his mind racing. "Scully's naked" it says. "Has she been this way before?" I smile again and press forward ever so slightly. Covering me with his hand, he squeezes gently, feeling the weight of me. I grind again and he parts me with his index finger. Now I can follow his breathing, listening to each revealing shock. I am dripping, glistening wet and he has just discovered this. And then, in a moment that will rank right up there with the time I realized I could make myself come, I feel his finger enter me. He is slow, he doesn't want to hurt me. My God, I think, feeling myself contract around the slenderness of him, has it been that damn long? And then he curls up, toward my belly and I can't help but gasp. What he's hit, I don't know, but I'm sure it's been the subject of many a college thesis. I am writhing. Good thing it's late, dark and the man in the seats across from us is dozing with his mouth open. "Mulder," I whisper. "Oh God." When he withdraws his hand, he's violently shaking, like a man with the chills. But I'm old enough and have been in the back seat of enough cars to know what this means. "Do that again," I whimper. He doesn't, and I feel him withdraw his hand from the blanket. My eyes fly open to see him inserting that single digit into his own mouth. I am now convinced that were an alien aircraft to intercept this plane and transport one of the passengers off into space, I would hardly notice. Sex with Mulder? well, I always knew it would be intense, but we aren't even having sex. We're just doing a little naughty petting like kids at the movies and I'm so turned on I couldn't move now if he asked me to. My legs have ceased to feel anything as all the blood is now pooled somewhere else. "Oh," I say and he licks his finger like a popsicle on a hot day. "Taste good?" I ask, feeling cocky, pun intended. He doesn't answer, only nods. Clearly he can't trust his own voice. But his hands, he trusts. The same lucky appendage travels back up my thigh and now searches for the slick little clump of nerves. When he finds it, I jump, actually levitate would be more accurate. Chalk up another x-file solved by Fox Mulder. Woman levitates in plane due to intense flood of sensation to her clitoris. I am hovering now, his thumb inside me, his middle finger tickling and pressing in a gentle pattern. Where on earth did he learn this? Maybe he was abducted. Taken to the planet Viagra by the women of all those Swedish porn-fests and taught all there was to know about Lovin'. He increases the pace, matching it by leaning in close to me and breathing heavily in my ear. This is beyond erotic. I'm now suffused with sex; like lymph fluid, it's circulating through my entire existence. "Mulder," I whisper. "You're going to make me come." And for the first time since I started this, Mulder's smoky voice echoes in my ear. "That's the general plan, isn't it, Agent Scully?" That's it. I'm over the edge, somehow sliding up that slippery slope and groaning at him, around him, his tongue swirling tightly in the crevices of my left ear. "Oh Mulder, God? I? I?" "What, Scully, tell me." That tongue again, on my neck. He's still touching me. I'm going to pass out now and we'll have to make an emergency landing in Buffalo. Won't that be embarrassing. "I want you." "Ahhh." It's a moan, an answer, a plea. "I'm so fucking glad." And then I actually giggle. Giggle with Mulder's thumb still the willing recipient of little pleasure pulses in my nether regions. This is going to be one hell of a delicious game. ++++++ I cannot believe this is happening. Scully, the most intensely private, closed-up, barricaded woman I have ever know (and the only one with walls worth bothering to scale, consequently), has just come around my finger in the very wide open body of a 737. I think that deserves another striped folder to add to her collection. I have been inside Dana Scully. I don't think anyone else can appreciate the significance of that. I have just been INSIDE Dana Scully. It's all that goes through my head as we collect our luggage. Inside. As we walk down to the rental car, Scully talking quietly about the traffic this time of night. Inside her body. I drive her home, flying like a hummingbird. Touched the sweet, plush, hot softness of her innermost skin and felt it contract around me when I stuck my tongue in her ear. Note to self: Tongue good. Tongue on clit, better. Inside. I drop her off at her apartment. God forbid she ask me up. I mean, I only just gave her a mind-blowing orgasm on a PLANE. But I know what's going on here. I may be completely unable to figure out when a woman wants me, but I know when she's said "I want you" it means she does at some point wish to have intercourse with me. Waiting is my forte. I drive home alone. Inside her. Jesus. I will never be able to get that thick taste out of my head. It's been burned there. Some women are musky or sour or just disgusting (let's be honest), but Scully was? not sweet exactly, not spicy? tangy in the best way. Like sucking on Lemonheads or Sweettarts in the movies as a kid. Lemonheads? that's about the size of? stop, I tell myself. You will go insane. They will put you back in that padded room and that will be it for you. In the morning, freshly scrubbed without the residue of last night's foray into Scully fantasy land (where everything smells like vanilla and mangos and is seen through the soft veil of red mist), I am ready to face whatever she decides to throw my way. Except Skinner. She raises one manicured eyebrow. "Did you forget our meeting with AD Skinner this morning, Mulder?" Gee Scully, I was stuck in a repeating time loop where you and I writhed naked on a bed and I couldn't get out? never mind. "Yep." God, how idiotic. She smiles at me. "He's not that pissed this time," she says. "He's just mildly annoyed. I told him you were probably? distracted by private matters." I am dying. I must be. There is no way in hell that a living, breathing me would be on the receiving end of a come-on by Dana Scully. "That's exactly what it was, Scully. Exactly." And I am suddenly aware of the tension in the room. I want her. She wants me. And it is her turn. "Really, Mulder," she says. "We can't have you distracted like this. It looks bad, especially when we've just got the x-files back." "So," I say, "what are we going to do about it?" She just gives me that little half-smirk and shrugs. "I don't know, Mulder. We'll see." I hate waiting. I lied before. I hate it. But I'm a good little soldier. I sit down at my desk and watch as Scully sits down at hers. I'm throbbing, absolutely aching. If I were any harder, I would stab myself and die from a slow gut wound. Scully tucks her hair behind her ear and lowers her head to the case file. I launch a pencil at the ceiling. Not an entirely inappropriate metaphor. She ignores it, licking her lips as she writes something. She knows I'm watching. When I first realized that Scully wanted me, I was frightened for her. For us. All these years, I'd been holding back my desire for her, protecting her from the cataclysm that is Mulder. Fuck me, I thought, buy a one-way ticket on the Syndicate's little train to nowhere. But over the last few days, ever since I revealed myself to her, I've come to the realization that this is going to happen, whether I think it's a good idea or not. And as a result, I started thinking about consequences. Or maybe just justifying what I am sure we are going to end up doing. When Scully first entered my life, I fought my attraction to her, fought her growing hold over me, even going so far as to tell her off for trying to reenter my life when they shut down the x-files. But I wasn't doing it because she might be a security leak. I was trying to avoid the very thing that ended up happening. She was abducted. Not because she had something special, God knows they'd be too blind to see that, but because they knew me. Then, of course, they gave her back. And nearly took her again, with the cancer, only to hand me the cure without much cost to me? which left me wondering. Maybe the point all this time wasn't to take her away and drive me mad with loneliness, but to give her back and drive me closer and closer to being madly in love. Maybe this day, this moment, is what they've wanted all along. Because being in love with Scully, consumed by her, keeps me sane, keeps me fighting. And of course it distracts me at the same time, takes the urgent edge off my quest for my sister. Ah hell, I just decided, fuck 'em. Who cares what they want? It's what we want, in this brief shining moment we consider our lives. We want each other. God, what a gift that is. To find someone, know them to be a person of integrity and beauty and then? they offer themselves to you. How lucky can one very cursed man get? She looks up and smiles at me, a sad, sweet little smile and my heart starts to pound. "You aren't working," she says. "How very observant of you, Agent." She giggles. I love that giggle. I could live on it, like pure oxygen, and it would leave me perpetually lightheaded. "Mulder?" she says, and stands to face me, her arms crossed. She's so? Scully. So tempting and so, so off-limits. "We both know what you want. Why don't you just ask me?" Jesus. Where did this woman come from? I take it all back, this isn't the Scully I know. This woman is? commanding and sexy and woah boy, as she likes to say. "Ask you?" She takes a step forward and is standing in front of my desk, looking at me the way she looks at dim-witted suspects. "Ask me to touch you." Right. As soon as my tongue reels back up from the floor, I'll start talking. "Because I want to, you know. I really, really want to." Was I born this blessed? Did angels hover around my crib and threaten to return me to heaven? Did a fat little fairy flit overhead and wave her wand and say "this one shall have a gorgeous, intelligent, kind and loving partner who shall, on the morning of Friday the eighth, offer a hand job in his office"? "Um? I'm not? I can't?" Clearly. "I would really, really like you to." There, spat it out. Only after looking like an idiot. But I can see by her face, an endearing idiot. Her idiot. All hers. She steps around to stand beside me and gently spins my chair till I am looking her in the eye, nearly. She is short, my Scully, no doubt about it. A compact and well-formed little package. She leans forward and gently kisses my cheek. No good, I've had enough of that sort of thing. I grab her face and kiss her, open-mouthed, tongue out and searching. She responds immediately, kissing me back with the sort of mind-numbing passion that leaves me gasping when she pulls away. She wipes her lips and it's the sexiest thing I've ever seen. "Enough of that," she says, though her eyes are looking at me longingly. "I came over here for one reason only, Agent Mulder, and as you well know, I cannot be deterred." I do know. I've seen that look before, as have one or two mutants and murderers. I never thought I'd envy them. She kneels in front of me and pushes away my suit jacket. I am now throbbing so hard I'm probably bouncing. Her small hands run over the bulge in my pants, sending electric shocks ratcheting through my head. "Jesus," I whisper and she giggles again, causing me to lose control of my neck. I'm now leaning back, looking up at the ceiling. My whole body is puddling. Pulling my shirt away from my pants, she unfastens my pants and bumps me till I look at her. She is smiling up at me, her face full of her need and I nearly come just staring at her. "Lift up," she whispers and I do, humping the air. My pants, my boxers are now pooled around my shoes. I feel like a nerd, but a very, very happy nerd. The king of nerds. Let Frohike beat this. Or better yet, don't let him. She is staring at me, at my penis. I hate it when women do this. What does it mean? What are they thinking? I always figure it's "that's what he's been going on and on about?" Scully touches me, sliding one hand slowly from the base of my cock to the tip, gentle and easy. Testing. She is going to fuck me with her hand. I know now what it means to have an epiphany. My mind cannot wrap itself around this fact: Scully is going to fuck me with her hand. I'm repeating it mentally over and over, when suddenly I realize that I am gloriously wrong. Scully is going to fuck me with her mouth. Oh God. She lets that small tongue, the one that peeks out from between her lips when she is nervous, the one that eats tofutti ice dream and chocolate, that one, slide slowly up my shaft and swirl like a kid with a lollipop around the head. Her hand wraps around the base and starts to move with her mouth. I can't deal with this. I'm unable to move, to think. A running phrase of gibberish is issuing from my mouth. Something like: oh god scully yes oh no oh I can't please oh god. Sucking. She is sucking, so help me. Rivers of pleasure are coursing up my stomach and down my legs, issuing from the wet, hot source of her mouth. I can feel the orgasm building in my balls, in my groin, somewhere near my ass and I don't want to think anymore. Just feel. Just feel. Just? there. I am going to come. I have to stop her. Reaching down, I grab her shoulder. "Scully," I moan. "Stop, I'm coming." But she doesn't. And being the obnoxious male I am, I thrust into her and let go, releasing seven years of empty beds and missed opportunities and needy touches into her and god save me, she eats those moments like food, devours them, licks her lips and sit back to grin wickedly at me. I am as spent as a man can possibly be and yet already I want her again. And again. Until we've made up for everything. She smiles and straightens up, brushing her skirt down, gazing at me rapturously. "You have no idea how wonderful you look at this moment, Mulder," she says. I know I am watching her though exhausted, aching eyes. She looks like a miracle. "Scully," is all I can say. Not I love you, or I need you, or even I want you. Just Scully. As if that doesn't say it all anyway. As if I haven't imbued her name with all those meanings. "I know," she says. "I feel the same way." Then she does something unexpected and completely inexplicable. She walks slowly over to the end of the room behind my desk, looks up and to my enormous surprise, flips the bird at the smoke detector. End. Now, why aren't you emailing me?